thanks (^_^)

assalamualaikum, first of all i would like to say thanks to these wonderful people that made me smile with blushing cheeks..(^^)

1. Zikry : thank you for the maal hijrah cyber card..hope that you will succeed in your future undertakings (^^)

2) Reez : thank you for the poem..no other words that i could say.."syukran.."
i quoted that reez mentioned :

3) uztaz ije

thanks again for the qitab siqah..(^^)
thanks ..
thanks ..
thanks ..
only Allah can repay all that you had done..amin...

kene Tag oleh cik amy

Assalamualaikum..dlm keserabutan pkul 2.42 am nih igt nak rehat jap...jwb soalan2 nih setelah dipaksa dari semlm punye semlm..solat then tido (^^)

1. what are you currently doing?
-chat ngan ifa (jepunis asli..hehe) psal tradisi kemelayuan pada pkul 2.45 pagi slepas penat karang FYP nih,.. (^^)..kebaya kita masa kecik cantek la ifa..haha..ade jual lagik...hehe

2. Currently listening to?
-"Seri langkat" hehe..

3. list your breakfast, lunch and dinner meal?
-aiyaa..letih nak listkn..

breakfast- susu ngan cornflakes, roti sardin bakar..,hehe..
lunch - kedai kat MITC ngan kay n kak..best ikan bakar, cmne tah nasik tul leh rm10.50..mahal tul..hmm
dinner - bihun tomyam and sotong goreng tepung and roti john and eskrem and jus 3 botol..piss (^^)

4. what will you do if you have the opportunity to go to the moon?
-kiss it..muah

5. love someone?
-mestila tak love sape2..igt sy ni alien hijau ke..haha..love la..love semua..(safe..hehe)

6. have you received a flower from someone before?
-yes..from pakcik guard kat skola..de terlebih tanam..

7. believe in love at first sight?
-xtaula..love at first sight bkn lebih pada rupe ke? sy suka org baik je..n paling penting dpt jaga sy cmne mak ayah sy jaga sy,atau lebih baik..kurang xmau..sape baik angkat tgn!!? (^^)

8. is the stars related to you?
-adik sy punye mak sedara punye bini :P

9. missed someone?
-yes..xnk jwb nnt kontroversi (^^)

10. have you received anything today?
-budu and lolipop strawberry; kakak angkat bg (^^)
-kitab ke-4 tarannum (Siqah) - ije bg
-buku sign - makcik cleaner EP soh sign,tu kira bg ke?

11. your mind is thinking of?
-org yg bg tag nih..hahaha..

12. where is your best friend?
-nak kene senaraikn semua ke? hmm..ade 7..slh sorg gah terbongkang ngan kabus bantal busuk dlm idung de skrg nih..da stuck da idung tuh..

13. most beautiful person?
-ramai..hati yg beautiful pon ramai...(^^)

14. most ugly person?
-hmmm..adik sy kata "nirmala bonat"..

15. most beautiful words man/women said to you?
-hmm..igt..tp xnk bgtau (^^)

ni jela yg saya sempat dari 30 soalan yg diberi..entri kali ni sje je nak sempoi.. (^^)
nak tido da..assalamualaikum warohmatullah..

This is it..

why is everything confusing..maybe i do not understand my mind,hmm..this morning,when i woke up..i was thinking of what uztaz imran was telling me few years ago..when i started and made the decision to hafaz the quran..he said " kalau ade dugaan yg lebih dasyat yg rasa xkn dapat harungi..adakah akan setabah seorg yg bernama qariah..?"..that time my heart was pumping and was pale because of the responsibility and coudrage that i am suppose to have..i said softly " pasti inysaAllah..".. as we finish our class with the "khallidu bil quran"..

days did come with lots of challanges, challanges that was much more than i had expected..i was in the dakwah society since then..patience was the most important thing..everytime my eyes was wondering on the streets of reality,i saw lots of things that i feel is not supposed to be..the surah from the quran was always like a butterfly,pasing by my thoughts..from something nice,that is when the leaves fall from blessful trees,my mind was saying subhanallah and surah was pasing by my thoughts,maybe this what a qariah's feels..something different..

from something bad,like guys and girls socialize beyond the borders of islam,it hurted my heart..it was as if,torn..how can i handle this dear God,when quran was talking to me in all the days and nights...making me scared not to those..

what now i do not understand is when people say what they did not do,and do what they did not say..it is sad..when trusted people did the same..on this date, i think that it is hard to trust people,hard to love them as they lie infront of my eyes..as i already know the truth before they spoke..how can they do this, as everytime i wish for their safety and their jannah..astagfirullah..

sorry does not give cure.now, for those that do feel misundertood about the situation that they are not clear enough,do seek for the truth..intermidieries do not tell what is spoken to them..hmm..but i don't care if that is what a person wants to think about me..as i had been hurt more deeply by those that i "sayang"..

do whatever you want to do,say whatever you want to say..im strong enough as other qariah's..
called as "uztazah" in some kind full of hate from others is normal..people trowing rubbish at you during the dakwah is normal, syrup was thrown on my face...,slapted by those that do not want islam is normal..kicked by a guy is normal, and people spit on you is discusting but still normal..because every step in my dakwah for islam is to be someone like my uztazah and uztaz,..i do not give speeches and just go like in campus..but outside,i give "the all" to dear God..and change what i am able to..i dakwah and i stay,i do not dakwah and and i go..

dear God..
al-qariah..
al-qariah...
al-qariah..

Surah Al-Qaariah

الْقَارِعَةُ
Hari yg menggemparkan,

مَا الْقَارِعَةُ
Ape dia hari yang menggemparkan itu?

وَمَا أَدْرَاكَ مَا الْقَارِعَةُ
Dan apa jalannya engkau dpt mengetahui kedahsyatan hari yg menggemparkan itu?

يَوْمَ يَكُونُ النَّاسُ كَالْفَرَاشِ الْمَبْثُوثِ

(Hari itu ialah: hari kiamat), hari manusia menjadi seperti kelkatu yang terbang berkeliaran,

وَتَكُونُ الْجِبَالُ كَالْعِهْنِ الْمَنفُوشِ
Dan gunung-ganang menjadi seperti bulu yang dibusar berterbangan.

فَأَمَّا مَن ثَقُلَتْ مَوَازِينُهُ
Setelah berlaku demikian, maka (manusia akan diberikan tempatnya menurut amal masing-masing); adapun orang yang berat timbangan amal baiknya, -

فَهُوَ فِي عِيشَةٍ رَّاضِيَةٍ
Maka ia berada dalam kehidupan yang senang lenang.

وَأَمَّا مَنْ خَفَّتْ مَوَازِينُهُ
Sebaliknya orang yang ringan timbangan amal baiknya, -

فَأُمُّهُ هَاوِيَةٌ
Maka tempt kembalinya ialah "Haawiyah"

وَمَا أَدْرَاكَ مَا هِيَهْ
Dan apa jalannya engkau dpt mengetahui, ape dia "Haawiyah" itu?

نَارٌ حَامِيَةٌ
(Haawiyah itu ialah): api yang panas membakar.