ranting yg terakhir~

sedih..
sbb kehilangan..
satu ranting dari empat yg hampir bercambah..
berdesir pendengaranku..
bagai berdesirnya antara pantai dan ombak..
mungkinkah aku terima..
mungkin jika adanya penjelasan
yg membuat hati ini lega
tetapi tidak..
kerana kamu tidak hargai..
dan menyalahi Tuhan kamu sendiri
hah..
mana mungkin ini bukan rezeki kamu
apabila kamu yg menghentikn sendiri..
adakah aku qariah hina
berkorban..puas berkorban..
menyelak kitab
menyelak hukum
untuk memberi yg terbaik buat ranting ini
dan ia gugur..
setelah kitab menghubungkn diri..
tanpa kata yg pasti
mungkinkah dptku terima lagi
dan..
ku tutup rapat kitab ini disini..
ditanah yg pernah dijajah seketika
untuk duduk dan bersabar,..
dan berkata pada diri..
itulah rantingku yg terakhir..

assalamualaikum..

i did not know why i wanted to post a new entry today because i felt that "dearest" will be the last entry until finals due..but just wanted to say goodbye just for 2 weeks until 10th january 2008...now,eating cornflakes while my buddy,nedita is chatting with denz (the guy that was kicked out of my blog list..because of..hmm,i'll put him back in the list,anything for kak nedi..hehe)..nedita was studdiying since dawn,i think..hehe

honestly,i woke up because i heard sounds from Donuld Duck..i tought i was at home for real without using any transportation back to KL,because normally every morning..sounds from the voices of cartoons will wake me up at sometimes at home..i was wonderring before i opened my eyes and hoping that this is not a dream..

when i opened my eyes..i said "hodohnya umah ni.."hehehe..it means that i am not at home, but..the giggles from Dounld Duck was there..i unlocked my door and saw nedita..hmm..(ade phm?)..comel tul de wat cara gelak yg baru..(^^)

tetibe nedita masok lak bilik ni..tny psal YM guna email,apela IT department berbaju pink nih..bkn de lagik terer ke..wink wink (^^)..yesterday i was dating with cik nedita after attending a talk at the mosque,they gave a karipap and a cup of tea after the talk..we took two karipap and a cup of tea and ran infornt of the library and ate together (neyo -together..)..then we came back to the mosque and saw that there were some more karipap left..and took another two..that meens that we took 4 karipap each..than a friend our said "amik..kalau da abis 1 leh amik lagik 1..mkn2..".. then we said that we wanted to go and eat the karipap at this one spot infront of the library..actually we laughted because we took four and the limit was two and terasa because of the so called "perli".,...it does not matter anyway (^^)

i am currently using nedita's phone because my hp was broked,there was a funny incident at the mosque when a message came and i forgot to silent my mode,and the phone was ringging like hell and everyone looked at me..hehe :P after that.. "snap" i took a picture excidently again..and the sound was "snappppppppppppppppppppppp"...hahahaha...a picture of the carpet in the mosque,nedita laughted and said "wat malu je.." hehe..everyone then recognized me..sorry,i was so gelabah with this handphone, but again alhamdulillah syukran lillah.thanks to nedita for the phone (^^)

i had just submitted my FYP (Final year project) yesterday,so today i could start to study for my exams..thanks again for FYP that bothered my life!!!!..shuh..shuh..pegi jauh2 dlm kotak..

to all..goodluck in your exams..moga najjah (^^)..dpt mumtaz ke,jaid ke..hehe,bgus gak :D

to denz..do take care of nedita,be the best you can..coz i know who you are,hehehehee...and hoping that insyaAllah..my buddy will be happy with you..syukran for giving her smiles..(^^)

14 more days and i am 22 years (14th january 1987)..waaa..masih muda..byk gi nak explore..especially untuk berjuang for islam..kalau ade perang (nauzubillah..)..i would like to go for the jihad..islam is in my vains and in every breath of mine..alhamdulillah..

Dearest..

Tremendous rain falls do blast from the silky sky

While blistering sunshine beat me up each pleasant day
again to you..
Hmmm...let it go..
as i am to stand on dusty roads
to dearest, my imam..
as i seek the knowledge form hidden books in brains
of those selected stars
to teach and explain..

To dearest..
shall thy meet on a path
upon fresh green crispy grasses
with sparkling pebbles of nature
hangging on each and every end..
using those heels of your dreams..
below the fluffy cotton candy,highly blue i see..
and holding hands..
till every breath i hear to eternity..
again to Allah we bow..

my dearest imam..
to be your guest?
insyaAllah..

karya ikhlas dari hak cipta : hati.. (^^)
references

thanks (^_^)

assalamualaikum, first of all i would like to say thanks to these wonderful people that made me smile with blushing cheeks..(^^)

1. Zikry : thank you for the maal hijrah cyber card..hope that you will succeed in your future undertakings (^^)

2) Reez : thank you for the poem..no other words that i could say.."syukran.."
i quoted that reez mentioned :

3) uztaz ije

thanks again for the qitab siqah..(^^)
thanks ..
thanks ..
thanks ..
only Allah can repay all that you had done..amin...

kene Tag oleh cik amy

Assalamualaikum..dlm keserabutan pkul 2.42 am nih igt nak rehat jap...jwb soalan2 nih setelah dipaksa dari semlm punye semlm..solat then tido (^^)

1. what are you currently doing?
-chat ngan ifa (jepunis asli..hehe) psal tradisi kemelayuan pada pkul 2.45 pagi slepas penat karang FYP nih,.. (^^)..kebaya kita masa kecik cantek la ifa..haha..ade jual lagik...hehe

2. Currently listening to?
-"Seri langkat" hehe..

3. list your breakfast, lunch and dinner meal?
-aiyaa..letih nak listkn..

breakfast- susu ngan cornflakes, roti sardin bakar..,hehe..
lunch - kedai kat MITC ngan kay n kak..best ikan bakar, cmne tah nasik tul leh rm10.50..mahal tul..hmm
dinner - bihun tomyam and sotong goreng tepung and roti john and eskrem and jus 3 botol..piss (^^)

4. what will you do if you have the opportunity to go to the moon?
-kiss it..muah

5. love someone?
-mestila tak love sape2..igt sy ni alien hijau ke..haha..love la..love semua..(safe..hehe)

6. have you received a flower from someone before?
-yes..from pakcik guard kat skola..de terlebih tanam..

7. believe in love at first sight?
-xtaula..love at first sight bkn lebih pada rupe ke? sy suka org baik je..n paling penting dpt jaga sy cmne mak ayah sy jaga sy,atau lebih baik..kurang xmau..sape baik angkat tgn!!? (^^)

8. is the stars related to you?
-adik sy punye mak sedara punye bini :P

9. missed someone?
-yes..xnk jwb nnt kontroversi (^^)

10. have you received anything today?
-budu and lolipop strawberry; kakak angkat bg (^^)
-kitab ke-4 tarannum (Siqah) - ije bg
-buku sign - makcik cleaner EP soh sign,tu kira bg ke?

11. your mind is thinking of?
-org yg bg tag nih..hahaha..

12. where is your best friend?
-nak kene senaraikn semua ke? hmm..ade 7..slh sorg gah terbongkang ngan kabus bantal busuk dlm idung de skrg nih..da stuck da idung tuh..

13. most beautiful person?
-ramai..hati yg beautiful pon ramai...(^^)

14. most ugly person?
-hmmm..adik sy kata "nirmala bonat"..

15. most beautiful words man/women said to you?
-hmm..igt..tp xnk bgtau (^^)

ni jela yg saya sempat dari 30 soalan yg diberi..entri kali ni sje je nak sempoi.. (^^)
nak tido da..assalamualaikum warohmatullah..

This is it..

why is everything confusing..maybe i do not understand my mind,hmm..this morning,when i woke up..i was thinking of what uztaz imran was telling me few years ago..when i started and made the decision to hafaz the quran..he said " kalau ade dugaan yg lebih dasyat yg rasa xkn dapat harungi..adakah akan setabah seorg yg bernama qariah..?"..that time my heart was pumping and was pale because of the responsibility and coudrage that i am suppose to have..i said softly " pasti inysaAllah..".. as we finish our class with the "khallidu bil quran"..

days did come with lots of challanges, challanges that was much more than i had expected..i was in the dakwah society since then..patience was the most important thing..everytime my eyes was wondering on the streets of reality,i saw lots of things that i feel is not supposed to be..the surah from the quran was always like a butterfly,pasing by my thoughts..from something nice,that is when the leaves fall from blessful trees,my mind was saying subhanallah and surah was pasing by my thoughts,maybe this what a qariah's feels..something different..

from something bad,like guys and girls socialize beyond the borders of islam,it hurted my heart..it was as if,torn..how can i handle this dear God,when quran was talking to me in all the days and nights...making me scared not to those..

what now i do not understand is when people say what they did not do,and do what they did not say..it is sad..when trusted people did the same..on this date, i think that it is hard to trust people,hard to love them as they lie infront of my eyes..as i already know the truth before they spoke..how can they do this, as everytime i wish for their safety and their jannah..astagfirullah..

sorry does not give cure.now, for those that do feel misundertood about the situation that they are not clear enough,do seek for the truth..intermidieries do not tell what is spoken to them..hmm..but i don't care if that is what a person wants to think about me..as i had been hurt more deeply by those that i "sayang"..

do whatever you want to do,say whatever you want to say..im strong enough as other qariah's..
called as "uztazah" in some kind full of hate from others is normal..people trowing rubbish at you during the dakwah is normal, syrup was thrown on my face...,slapted by those that do not want islam is normal..kicked by a guy is normal, and people spit on you is discusting but still normal..because every step in my dakwah for islam is to be someone like my uztazah and uztaz,..i do not give speeches and just go like in campus..but outside,i give "the all" to dear God..and change what i am able to..i dakwah and i stay,i do not dakwah and and i go..

dear God..
al-qariah..
al-qariah...
al-qariah..

Surah Al-Qaariah

الْقَارِعَةُ
Hari yg menggemparkan,

مَا الْقَارِعَةُ
Ape dia hari yang menggemparkan itu?

وَمَا أَدْرَاكَ مَا الْقَارِعَةُ
Dan apa jalannya engkau dpt mengetahui kedahsyatan hari yg menggemparkan itu?

يَوْمَ يَكُونُ النَّاسُ كَالْفَرَاشِ الْمَبْثُوثِ

(Hari itu ialah: hari kiamat), hari manusia menjadi seperti kelkatu yang terbang berkeliaran,

وَتَكُونُ الْجِبَالُ كَالْعِهْنِ الْمَنفُوشِ
Dan gunung-ganang menjadi seperti bulu yang dibusar berterbangan.

فَأَمَّا مَن ثَقُلَتْ مَوَازِينُهُ
Setelah berlaku demikian, maka (manusia akan diberikan tempatnya menurut amal masing-masing); adapun orang yang berat timbangan amal baiknya, -

فَهُوَ فِي عِيشَةٍ رَّاضِيَةٍ
Maka ia berada dalam kehidupan yang senang lenang.

وَأَمَّا مَنْ خَفَّتْ مَوَازِينُهُ
Sebaliknya orang yang ringan timbangan amal baiknya, -

فَأُمُّهُ هَاوِيَةٌ
Maka tempt kembalinya ialah "Haawiyah"

وَمَا أَدْرَاكَ مَا هِيَهْ
Dan apa jalannya engkau dpt mengetahui, ape dia "Haawiyah" itu?

نَارٌ حَامِيَةٌ
(Haawiyah itu ialah): api yang panas membakar.

Boredom..

its 1.42pm..after sending nedita to the bus station..fuh..kay yg bawak kreta (^^)..nway, today is a day that make me felt bored..nedita is not around which makes me more bored..i just don't know what hap pends if she is no longer in MMu..not saying that i depend much on her,its just that she's my sister here..that makes me feel that i have someone in this state..

maybe when she goes,im going to roll my eyes with tears..fuhh..just one more semester with her..hoping to God to make my heart strong enough to let her go..even though sometimes she cracks my head with her loud laughter and her thousand secrets in her heart that i am not able to say that "i know it"..

1.58pm..i had "YM" lots of "friends"..but they did not reply my message with make me realize that i am again alone here..standing alone..where is everyoneeeeee..


several minutes pasted by..with the "Burdah" i am currently listening by " Mesut Kurtis"..makes the environment of my room calm..but then sorrow..hmm..
anyway..congratulations to abg edry and kak kam's marriage, to mawi n ekin :P , to my friend, suhaila and abg idris, and not forgotton, kak isha and abg aizat... "selamat pengantin baru" :D


again..its hard when you want to say something but you can't..but you really want to say it loud..hmm..its hard dear God..

ProUd (^^)

Dear little bro..
-masa de rajin ~

tahniah coz berjaya lulus ngan cemerlang iaitu 94.2% untuk your ujian AUSMAT (Australian Matriculation)..i just don't know what to say,im sooOo proud of you and im sure that our parents are very happy(^^)..u deserved if!! alhamdulillah..actually lulus for the AUSMAT is one thing, the other thing is getting such a high percentage in the exam..!! u are awesome (^_^) hehehe.. you know what i really respect about you..is that your always a top scorer...u always succied in what you do..masa pergi shopping pon bawa nota..everywhere!!..everywhere is you and your notes..agama mmg hebat,doa n your prayers mmg mantap..you are so gonna be like dad..you guys are soooOoo intelligent!! ( sy ade mewarisi ke?hehecm x je :P)..



dah beli ke brg2 nak pergi new zealand tahun depan?bulan dua kn? mak kata zairi pergi dulu..then bulan 3 abah dtg for cuti sebatical (research for professors)..what i can say is.."trima kasih Tuhanku..berkatilah adikku sepanjang hayatnya"..amin ya robbiyal alamin.. :) im soooooOO..happy :D nak beli ape kat de eh..beli puppy la.. :P xpon anak panda..tp anak panda ade kat bilik sebelah..haha..si nedita :P


university zairi for degree..Oakland University,the best university in New Zealand,ranking pertama :D n best of all, JPA taja..alhamdulillah :D


p/s: laptop baru nmpak..hehe..kembg x idom ? :P

semoga kita 3 adik beradik yg kene rotan masa kecik berjaya dunia akhirat.. blaja rajin2 !! lap u..jgn lupe belikn akak kot yg cantik :P..waaaAAA..sedihnya nak berpisah :(

TenangnYa Hati, DamaiNya jiWa

apa hak kita..mempertikaikn ape yg tlah dan akan berlaku..tidak perlu digusarkn akan ape yg terjaadi akan terjadi lagi..jika terjadi juga,maka terjadilah..bukankah kamu percya pada allah,bukankah kamu percaya pada qada' dan qadar? atau itu hanya janji yg kamu hanya lafazkn bahawa kamu percaya..?

Qada dan qadar ialah ketetapan Allah yang telah ditentukan sejak dari
azali lagi berdasarkan ilmuNya yang Maha Tinggi, disusuli dengan kejadian
seperti mana yang telah ditetapkan.

itu lagi silap kamu,silap hamba yg xpernah bersyukur akan nikmat yg allah berikan..segalanya boleh diamik balik,anytime anywhere
tp siapalah hamba ini untuk menegur sedemikian kata..hmm..

seigt hamba dlm..kitab Tuhfatul Murid Syarh Jauharatut Tauhid daripada Imam Baijuri:

"Lauh Mahfuz, mengikut pendapat yang hak, menerima penghapusan dan penetapan."
Di antara perkara yang boleh mengubah ketetapan di Lauh Mahfuz ialah doa dan
amalan yang baik, berdasarkan sabda Nabi s.a.w yang bermaksud: "Tiada yang
boleh menolak takdir selain doa dan tiada yang boleh memanjangkan umur kecuali
perbuatan yang baik." (TIrmIzi) baca ayat kuning n igt!! jgn baca pastu lupe..masok telinga kanan kuar telinga kiri..

Omar Al-Khattab ra pada suatu masa,then telah melafazkan doa-doa ini
ketika bertawaf:

"Ya Allah, jika Engkau telah mentakdirkan aku tergolong di
dalam golongan orang-orang yang bahagia, tetaplah aku di dalam keadaan aku.
Sebaliknya jika Engkau telah tetapkan aku di dalam golongan orang-orang yang
celaka dan berdosa, hapuskanlah takdir itu dan masukkanlah aku ke dalam
golongan orang-orang yang mendapat kebahagiaan dan keampunan."

Dalam bab mencari jodoh, nabi sendiri menyuruh kita memilih pasangan yang
betul. Oleh kerana kita disuruh memilih secara yg betul, kita mempunyai
pilihan. Justeru, berusahalah dan dalam konteks perkahwinan berusahalah utk
mencari jodoh berdasarkan landasan agama dan mintalah petunjuk Allah
tentangnya. Allah tidak pernah menzalimi manusia, Rasul tidak pernah menyakiti malah memdoakn ummatnya lagi.. (^^)

Dan pilihan itu biarlah tepat..yakni,agama dahulu..dan terakhir adalah rupe..kerana rupe itu boleh boleh membawa kpd riak,
dan riak membawa kpd perasaan tidak bersyukur..dan tidak bersyukur membawa kpd kemurkaan allah taala,dan kemrkaan
itu membawa kpd kebinasaan yg sudah pasti..dan jgn kamu hendak pertikaikn akan ape yg terjadi..kerana itu adalah salah kamu sendiri..
manusia yg xtahu bersyukur..hmm..

rupa bkn ukurun..hati itu segalanya~

nilailah sendiri,siapa kwn..siapa lawan..siapa suami kesyurga dan siapa yg tah apa2..
pilihan kita adalah pilihan kita..dan jika permasalahan berlaku..semuanya berpunca dari kita..
ssb tu ostat sy pernah berkata..akan suatu itu apabila dimulakn dgn "jht" maka "jht" la akhirnya
..dan jika dimulakan dgn "berkat ilahi" maka berkatlah seluruh isinya..sehingga tiada penghujung..
dan Allah itu..tuhan yg terlalu pengasih dan maha penyayang..

p/s: kpd kwn sy _ _ _ _ , tetapkn hati..kuatkn jiwa..indahkn dirimu dgn quran dan dekatkn dirimu dengan quran..
sesungguhnya..jika esok kamu mati,maka bahagianya kamu disyurga..tidak ternilai bahagianya..amin..

sbnrnya ade midterm mlm ni kul 8pm..tp tah nape rasa tenang..btol2 xtau nape :p..
ni kul 9.49am

kaki sotOnG

hari ni..saya sgt la blur sotong..blur sotong tu dpat definisi dari satu kejadian dimana atuk sy, de ade bela sotong ni....cm ternak..ktorg nak ar bot gi tgk sotong ni kat tgah laut..sampai je destinasi..tgk sotong byk sgt..cm gelabah2 je sotong tu..kaki de kn gelabah.. :P pastu sotong2 ni masa angkat de..berlaga dengan tepi bot..pastu wat muka ala2 terkejut ..pastu gi spray cat itam de ..sejak tu la kitaorg panggil blur2 sotong..iaitu manusia yg blur cm sotong :D sebenarnya cerita tu tipu je..hahahaha...blur sotong tu..blur la..tu je definisi sebenar :P


pagi td kn..clas pkul 10am kat Studio A,hari ni sy dtg kul 9.35am,bajet awal ar..pastu berdiri depan kelas..sy tgk2 kelas tu ade org..tp tu studio B, sy pon terpk la..mana studio A..sbb da kul bape da ni..lagi 10 minit da masok kul 10am..tgu punye tgu..dtg kwn..de kata,nape xmasok lagik kelas..rupenye ape..studio A tu depan studio B je..depan pintu pada level yg sama..haih!!! yg sy belajar kat MMU ni lama da..final year da ha..tp tah nape..boleh xperasan n tersgt la blur ari ni..bajet dtg awl..tp kul 10am gak masok kelas :P


pastu ptg lak ade kelas lagik..kul 3pm..dtg awl gak (ari yg awl dtg :P)..pastu tgu la depan kelas (FSE 1039)..tgu selama 20 minit ok!! lagik 5 minit sbelom masok kelas..msg si kay.."kay,kelas kat FSE kn? pastu kay kata "kat clc 2002" :P..nape la,sy pon berkejar pegi kelas..dahla jauhhh..pastu..sampai kelas kul 3.05pm..lmbt 5 minit..DR.Ong baru je nak masok..kira sempat hadir sbelom lcturer gak la.. :D hehe..

sy lak duduk kat baris depan,dtg2 Dr.Ong bwk kayu dari mana tah..lebih kurang 2 meter..de mmg suka bwk yg pelik2 .. :P pastu gi rotan ade sorg mamat ni nama de "cat" sbb mingu lepas de xdtg kelas..beso2 kene rotan..kelakar gler..ktorg gelak abis2san..hhaha

pastu td Dr Ong nak kejar sy 1 classroom sbb pegi ckp "whats that" masa de tunjuk article kat semua..article tu sy xdpt sbb mingu lepas demam so MC,1 kelas gelak Dr Ong nak kejar sy sbb xtau ape aricle tu..padahal de yg xbg kat sy article tu..hahahaha..best main lari ngn lecturer..cm "OggY and the lipas" hahahaha.. :D

td kitaorg jalani characteristic test. characteristic sy rupenye adalah "leader"..Dr Ong kata de dah tau lama dah sy ade kriteria tu..de kata sekian lama kenal sy,sy ialah org yg :

-Goal oriented
-Leader characteristic
-Very focus
-pleasent looking..wink (^^)
-always determind
-very helpful
etc..

de bgtau depan kelas..malu i.. :P

Cian kwn2 kat mesir kebanyakan xsehat..alhamdulillah..semua ade hikmah :)

Raye bebeh!!

assalamualaikum warohatullah,

Nabi s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya: "Siapa yang bangun pada kedua malam dari Raya (Aidilfitri dan Aidiladha) dengan ikhlas, kerana Allah, maka tidak akan mati hatinya pada saat hati semua orang telah mati". (Riwayat Ibnu Majah dari Abu Umam)ni gamba pokok kismes masa gah raye aidul adha kat One Utama~ tarak sensitip psal raye haji lagsung..wpon pokok tu cantek..(^^) tp..sedih gak..

saye ni baru je sedar nak balik Melaka,sbb cuti raye..punye la lama raye..haha. sbnrnye demam.. demam+batok+sakit tekak+pening yg teramat+muntah+golek2 kat lantai.. (^^), haaa!!! baru teringat ..napela xmintak je ubat kat si denz (bunny nedi)..senang cite!! haih..tp xpelah..da mintak kat Doc kat damansara..dpat MC 2 hari lak tu (kemain ha..)..sampai2 je umah..si nedita (cm nobita) ni jerit dari tandas..de nak mandi..tetibe terkuar pale de..de kata.. "awk da xtau jln nak balik ke..~" (perli la tuh..)..sampai2 je bilik, penat! almaklumla demam..mkn ubat jadik la kuat cm nih..

umah nedi sunyi je..(wpon xmelawat) masa raye..haha..semua org pon sibuk, nedi sibuk ngan kepala lembu de..tp aritu sempat la nak raye ngna kengkwn..kengkwn lama..best gak!! ni gambar raye ngan kwn cikola :D - ni si aisyah ngan ayah de..~
~ni si nisa'~
dan yg lain2~

raye kat KL biasanya melayan cashier..dari pagi ke mlm..cashier One Utama dan The Curve, IKEA mmg da kenal sgt muka mak n saye..haha..best tau kuar ngan mak..rasa safe n rasa fun!! shopping mmg best!! ( rindu la kat mak..tp mak kata "xbest la nurul xde da,nak balik da") ,tersentuh dgr kta2 mak..

ish nedi nihhh!! interupt lak,.taip dah la,..ni siap sound sistem berfungsi masa ceting ngan denz..kejap kata "boleh blah!!"..pastu "mana la tau!!"..pastu henpon lak berbunyi..bizi lady~ wink (^^)

sorry la ayat berterabor..sbb ubat stemetil anak pompuan kpd Flagyl 200mg yg juga anak lelaki kpd mexomide yg merupakan kembar pritamol terjatuh..berterabor atas meja,..mengelabah tul..haha..tu la supplier (denz) xbg extra..terpaksa kutip balik,hehe

k la nak tido da ni..nak kul 1am da..ayah da pesan tido kul 1.30 plaing lewat..selamat tinggal semua :D XOXO

can'T waiT

assalamualaikum warohmatullah,

there is actually nothing to do in the middle of the night,when nedi at home is "chit chating" with her awesome Mr Denz..they could chat for hours i could tell..huh, and even though tomorrow nedi's clas is at 8am, and had to wake up for her subuh prayer but she still slept at 2am or 3am maybe.. that time i was already terkangkang on the katil tentera which was as hard as the floor..haha..have to bare a bit!

anyhow, i manage to be on track of my FYP (Final Year Project)..that was the first topic ever proposed in Malaysia, im going to do my masters with it man..hehe, i could not reveal the topic coz it then there are those that will try to copy (my supervisor said so), and then i could not be the first in malaysia,..hahah..best tau jadik first,hope that everything would be as smooth as the dark blue sky now... back to friendship, even though nedi is a year older than me but it seems as if we are the same age (xsesuai nak panggil awk kak nedi..haha)..alhamdulillah.. :)


~after tarawikh if im not mistaken~


tips are actually:
1. trust
2. sincere
3. say what u feel like saying..she likes to "perli" me..hehe
4. scan when ever necessary :P
5. almost the same background
6. nedi laughs louder..haha
7. xtau la..nedi sambung..

haa...was actually thinking about my raya..can't wait!! im going back this Friday,at 2pm.. can't wait to anyam the ketupat..then go to the laundry to collect the "samping's (mcm ni ke eja?)..then masak2..lots of fun!! i hope i will not forget about FYP..hope so :P anyway..selamat hari raye aidul adha..maaf zahir n batin..dari hujung langsir sampai dapur..hehe..

p/s: cik nedi da tny nape xtido lagik..haha..de xtido xpe lak..mata de da cm panda bear da..xpe2..panda bear pon..denz tetap suka..hahahaha
perhatian nedi..sila tido okeyyy..tido ngna senyuman cm selalu diatas tikar mengkuang n bantal busuk atas muka sampai mata merah..duk kene bakteria..haha

sElaMaT beRgeMbiRa waLaU diManA jUa AndA bEraDa..TeRuTamaNya Bg SeMua Yg TErsayAnG :D XOXO